Don't be so hard on yourself.

If someone would told me few years ago: "Hey, Natalia you will be living in England in a beautiful place called Folkestone and you will work in the hospital and study to be lab technician" I would laugh. But now here I am, doing all those things. My plan always was to move to another country. I've never wanted to live in Poland all my life. I know that sounds crazy but that's the true. My dream always was Australia. And I know I will definetely go there to visit. But I chose England. I came here as an au-pair. I came to England to find myself, figure out what I want to do in my life and what I want to achieve. And of course work on my English. It wasn't easy but finally I can say I found my place on Earth. I can still remember young girl who was crying a lot, missing her family and wanted to pack her stuff and go home. I'm glad I didn't. I promised myself that I will give myself 3 months and if after those 3 months I'll still want go home I will. And here I am after 20 months still here. Of course in a diffrent house and with more friends. Nothing stays the same. World always moving forward. But  now I know all this years in Poland was hard because I wasn't in my place in a place I wanted to be. England wasn't that place either but now I know I was wrong. Poland always will be my home don't get me wrong. But now when I'm miles away I know which places I can call home and which are just stations to my next destination. I had my doubts, hard times, I felt homesick, and you will never know how many times I wanted go back to my mom (I don't even know that). But my point here is don't be so hard on yourself. So many times I told myself I will never get that job my English is bad, I will never get in to that school I'm stupid even thoug everyone else told me I'm wrong. I was focusing on a thing I thought I was bad at instead of appreciate what I'm actually doing every single day. I'm living in completly strange country where I have to use not my native language, where I'm studying subject I couldn't in my own country. I should give myself a big applause. And I know life is hard and sometimes is going in opposite direction then we want to but remeber everything is happening for a reason. Sometimes it can take you to the better place. So be positive, happy with even small achivements, and do what you love, make your dream come true and don't wait to someone else will do it for you or magical it will happend all by itself. YOU have to do it. There is no elevator to the success you have to take the stairs. Maybe not all my dreams came true but I still have time to make it happen so do you. So don't wait another minute just do it.

 London - China Town

Kisses :* See you soon :)

Hello, czyli 30 faktów o mnie!

Witam!!!

1. Mam na imię Natalia
2. Jestem Polką mieszkającą w Anglii
3. Jestem au pair od 15 miesięcy
4. Mój ulubiony kolor to zielony
5. Mój ulubiony film to Letters to Juliet
6. Miejsca do których chciałabym pojechać to New York, Los Angeles, Madrit and Barcelona, Sydney, Paris, Bali, Sygapure, Egypt, Brasil.
7. Ulubione zwierze to pies, ale na razie nie posiadam zwierząt.
8. Najbardziej boję się pająków.
9. Mam 4 starszych braci.
10. Uwielbiam piłkę nożną.
11. Muzyka jest moją pasją i chciałabym nauczyć się grać na gitarze.
12. Byłam kiedyś fanką 1D, tak wiem już nie jestem.
13. Mam ogromną słabość do czekolady.
14. Jako mała dziewczynka chciałam zostać lekarzem.
15. Mój ulubiony przedmioty szkolne to chemia, biologia i matematyka.
16. Jestem maniakiem filmowym, potrafię oglądać filmy 24h/7.
17. Wolę słodkie perfumy od kwiatowych.
18. Nienawidzę oliwek i mango.
19. Jestem singiel-ką. 
20. Nie lubię rollercoasterów.
21. Gdybym mogła być zwierzęciem chciałabym być pingwinem.
22. Moja ulubiona pora roku to jesień.
23. Mam 23 lata.
24. Bardzo bardzo bym chciała pojechać do Australii.
25. Moja wycieczka do Anglii była moją pierwszą podróżą za granice.
26. Od 1 stycznia jestem na diecie bezglutenowej.
27. Moim ulubionym aktorem jest Johnny Depp a aktorką Jennifer Lawrence.
28. Mój styl uznałabym za połączenie casual z elegant,
29. Moją ulubioną liczbą jest 19.
30. Jestem ogromnie ogromnie ogromnie nieśmiała.

      1. My name is Natalia.

      2. Polish girl who lives in England.

      3. I have been an au pair for 15 months.

      4. My favorite color is green.

      5. My favorite movie is Letters to Juliet.

      6. The places where I would like to go are: New York, Los Angeles, Madrit and Barcelona, ​​       Sydney, Paris, Bali, Sygapure, Egypt, Brasil.

      7. Favorite animal is a dog, but I do not have any animals right now.

      8. My biggest fear are spiders.

      9. I have four brothers and I am the youngest.

    10. I love football.

    11. Music is my passion and I would like to learn how to play the guitar.

    12. Once I was a fan of 1D, but I'm not anymore.

    13. I have a huge weakness for chocolate.

    14. As a little girl I wanted to be a doctor.

    15. My favorite school subjects are chemistry, biology and mathematics.

    16. I am a big film freak, I can watch movies 24h / 7.

    17. I prefer the sweet scent of perfume than flowers ones.

    18. I hate olives and mango.

    19. I'm single.

    20. I do not like rollercoasters.

    21. If I could be an animal I would like to be a penguin.

    22. My favorite season is autumn.

    23. I am 23.

    24. I want to go to Australia (very very much).

    25. My trip to England was my first trip abroad.

    26. Since January 1st I am on a gluten-free diet.

    27. My favorite actor is Johnny Depp and actress Jennifer Lawrence.

    28. I would call my style as a combo of casual and elegant.

    29. My favorite number is 19.

    30. I am very very very shy.

Oto 30 faktów o mnie. W komentarzach możecie umieścić fakty o Sobie. Chciała bym Was lepiej poznać. Do usłyszenia w Niedziele. :) 

Here are 30 facts about me. In the comments, you can put the facts about you. I'd love to get to know you better. See you on Sunday. :)

Kisses :*